secrets of life

When I used to read tarot cards on a regular basis there was this one position in the layout that I would read:

"This card represents your greatest hope, but also your greatest fear. Because what you want the most in life is also the thing that terrifies you most to receive."

So, so true. Nothing is more terrifying than getting what you want.

And when you are a rockstar? Heh, you spend time with your crush over the weekend...and talk to everyone but him. Because why actually charm someone you want to win over when you can charm those whose admiration you have already gained?

Seriously, now it is just getting stupid. Could I just make some small talk already? Even a "nice weather today" would be an improvement.

Argh.