Are there certain things about us that are inherent? Great philosophers have debated this idea for centuries.
Me, I decide to give up coffee and start running in the morning and I come to some surprising conclusions.
Coffee makes me happy. There, I said it. This morning I woke up kind of dragging with a slight case of the stupids and I decided to treat myself to a cup of java. Just a small cup from Dunkin Donuts, nothing crazy.
One little beverage later and I am in a terrific mood. My thoughts are clearer and my work ethic has doubled.
Why did I even stop? The detox. And I did the detox was because I was so tired I relied on up to six cups of coffee a day just to feel baseline normal. Once my body was free of caffeine and toxins I promised myself to maintain my new found health. Meaning that I swore off my favorite beverage.
Yes, you read that correctly. I love coffee more than I love booze.
Also against what I perceive as my nature I decided to start getting up early in the mornings to run. So I began going to bed early and doing exactly that.
This lead me to realize that I hate my life when I go to bed early. Really, it is that simple. My life just seems so boring to me if I hit the hay before 10:30. Which just brings me down altogether. Once the thrill of being that person who gets up in the morning for a run wore off I realized I really didn't like being an early to bed kinda gal.
Thus I've decided that my state of mental well being outweighs my drive for certain kinds of ideals. I like being a happy, hardworking, energetic night person.
So is that my nature? Or is my nature to strive to be content? Then again maybe I'm just too judgemental about myself. I tried a couple of things out that didn't stick, there are things that have changed about me over the years. How quick we are to forget our accomplishments.
The key I suppose is to keep trying new things, because amidst the failures we can find the things that indeed will change us to better ourselves.
For me that journey will happen all the while drinking coffee (tempered qtys now, that is new) and staying up late.
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