I have never been one to take care of things the way I should. Preventative measures, what are those? I like spontaneity and spur of the moment. Give me the adventure every time.
As mentioned yesterday, I had a rough work day. It happens. When my day came to an end, I was at a quandary as how to deal with it all. I didn't want to mull my troubles over any more, I wanted to decompress.
First thing that came to mind was a drinkfest - I have gone home from a bad day to a bottle and a half of wine more than once. Problem was that I knew most of my buddies would be out for the count, and not to mention getting drunk would only make the next morning that much harder. Secondly I thought about a mad chocolate binge, ben and jerrys all the way baby! But I just lost all that excess weight, gaining it all back would suck.
Escape, escape...what to do? Then it hit me! Movies! There is nothing to rip me out of my self-obsessed world like sitting down and enjoying a flick in a movie theatre. So I walked for a while, and ended up at the 23rd st cinema to see "Stay"
Damn, that movie was not supposed to be a thriller, but it scared the living bejeesus out of me. Halfway through I was SURE someone was going to walk up behind me and slit my throat. It was so scary seeing it by myself, I started to get the major heebie-jeebies! It was an okay film, definitely rental but not necessary in the theatre. It did alright by me, my mind was done with work. That is the healthiest recovery I've ever had. Who knew?
To top it off, this morning I did this super-healthy breakfast thing. I had a super veggie/fruit juice paired with eggs. All those damn nutrients gave me everything I needed - I didn't even have any coffee or red bull today.
Do you understand?!?! No caffeine. None. Nada. I got six hours of sleep and got up to go to my damn corporate nine to five job on no stimulants.
Where oh where has rockstar gone, oh where oh where can she be?